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I am a man of many words. I write what I feel and I feel whats in my heart. I have mixed decisions caused by conflict between my heart and my brain. I've grown insecurities from the natures of society. I cannot determine reality from fantasy in this world. I've filtered my likes and dislikes through trial and error. I've created my own assumptions and judgemental thoughts based off my own life reflection. I've forgotten real beauty. I remember pain. I'm on a lifelong endeavor to find myself. I embrace fear. I appreciate the meaning of being "different". I cannot define Love. I despise human greed. I admit to my own acts of selfish behavior. I can never understand people. I believe everyone has a sense of moral fiber. I hope to be a better person. I pray for the children of our future. I love to love. I fall under the influences of todays cool. I admire self value. I fear the unknown. I pretend to know. I know to pretend.